its a little more complicated then you would imagine. but i keep living because thats what i've been told to do. carys. 15. new beginnings. old memories.
its one less time i think about him, even though it’s still the billionth time that day. its one less time i want him even though it’s still the millionth time that day. its one less time i need him, even though it’s still the hundredth time that day. its one less time i day dream about him, even though it’s still the tenth time the day. and its one more time i wish we could’ve stayed that way. so slowly but surely i’ll get there, but for now i just keep him in every prayer.